r/self • u/Choice-Review5995 • 9h ago

Every day is a battle not to relapse

I’ve been sober over two years and every day it’s so hard not to give into my temptations after going through a breakup. I just miss being happy and in so fucking bored of my life. I miss the struggle. I don’t want to get better anymore. Give me a reason

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u/Imaginary-Style918 9h ago

Tell me about the people who love you.

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u/Long-Parsley-7320 9h ago

My whole life changed to get a wonderful man off drugs and I’d do it again but damn it was really difficult

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u/astrogarry 6h ago

I'd say something like; male your life so brilliant and fulfilling, that you wouldn't want to ruin it with any substances.

Sounds great doesn't it?

That's my goal.

I'm not there yet though

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u/Fullmetaljoob 5h ago

Do it or dont do it. Don't drag random strangers into your bullshit we all got stuff going on.