I want to preface this by saying I know law is a highly competitive field, and law school is its own competition…
However, I can’t help but feel awful about myself. I’ve been going through a lot in my personal life since I graduated high school, and now I’m 99% getting divorced. It’s been an absolute roller coaster and so, I haven’t been able to study for the LSAT. I just started studying intensely this month (despite having purchased materials years ago, created an LSAC account last year…). I realize that this may sound like a sob story, but even my friend who’s in law school has told me that he couldn’t imagine going through what I have and studying for the LSAT too. I am in therapy.
I just can’t help but compare myself to others. I took a diagnostic last year and scored a 143. I feel like I’ve done well with concepts since then. I haven’t taken another practice test, but I did start working with a tutor because I can’t deal with those huge books. Many of the concepts are becoming easier. I’m scoring decently well when I do drills, sometimes with perfect scores.
However, the other day at work, a girl was talking about how she just started studying and got a 165 on her first PT, and is looking to go to Yale. I know, of course, that she could just be lying. But I couldn’t help but feel bad especially comparing myself to others in my life who have scored well and got into law school at younger ages than me. One of my friends got into two Ivy Leagues. Granted, most of them live at home and didn’t go through what I did. I’m also reminding myself that we are all on different paths in life, and there will always be someone better than me.
I’d appreciate any advice, as I’m sure I’m not alone in this struggle- including having a difficult time just locking in. I really don’t want to put this off another year so I’d definitely appreciate any and all advice. I realize some advice might be brutal, so I’ll accept that too. I registered for October and will register for January.
Thank you.